I recall many years ago writing down all the many ways I wanted to better myself, and I quickly realized that all of them revolved around relationships. I wanted to be…
- A better wife.
- A better mom.
- A better daughter.
- A better friend.
- A better sister.
- A better servant for Christ.
- A better person.
Basically, I wanted to be super woman, but I quickly realized that I cannot be all things to all people at all times, nor am I called to be all those things to all people at all times, but I can use what I’ve got to do what I can when I can…and to do it well for God’s glory.
USE WHAT YOU’VE GOT
I CAN do what I know the Lord has called me to do with the gifts, talents and abilities that He has given to me as He leads me and others to cross paths. I can “use what I’ve got” as the old saying goes, and you, my friend, can use “what you’ve got” to better ourselves and encourage others along the way, and if we all do our part with what God has assigned to each of us, I suspect, we can move some pretty enormous mountains and bear some wonderful fruit for His Kingdom.
We can continue to improve, grow and mature in those areas that are so precious to us while considering our ways and finding a balance.
Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand. Philippians 4:5 (KJV)
That balance for me is to keep my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ at the forefront of it all. It is NOT to love myself as the world spouts, coddling our self-egos which are already so destructive. The truth is NOT in that we love others because we first love ourselves. Rather, the truth is that we love the Lord (as well as others) because He first loved us. You see, it all comes back to Him.
We love Him, because He first loved us. 1 John 4:19 (KJV)
Personally, I’ve found that I am, perhaps, equally a “Mary” and a “Martha”. While I’m a constant do-er like Martha in the Bible, I also prefer most of all to sit at the feet of Jesus, read my Bible and talk to my Savior through prayer day in and day out.
This is my priority from which everything else in my life flows. I’ve learned it by trial and error and have made the DECISION to take God at His Word and put His Word into practice in my life. This has been the best decision I have ever made!
I love the Lord…I love others…I love…because my Savior first loved me, and I learned that truth in His Word and by spending time alone with Him in prayer.
So…what does this all have to do with contending earnestly for the faith as the title of this post implies? Stay with me…I’ll get there.
Beloved, when I gave all diligence to write unto you of the common salvation, it was needful for me to write unto you, and exhort you that ye should earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered unto the saints. Jude 1:3 (KJV)
This is my calling…that is, to contend earnestly for the faith which was once delivered unto the saints, and I’ve found that a person’s calling from God tends to involve using those things that God has put inside of them.
How does one get their calling from God you may be wondering? I would suggest that it comes from my earlier point…spending time with the Lord. It’s not “religion.” Rather, it’s that personal relationship part of walking with the Lord Jesus Christ. I’m convinced that one’s calling comes through sitting at the feet of Jesus and prayerfully reading, studying and meditating on His Word. It is in seeking Him with our whole heart where we can literally find Him.
And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13 (KJV)
THIRTY-FIVE YEARS AGO
Many have heard me share how I gave my life to Christ as a six-year old little girl following a Sunday school lesson at my church. I prayed alone…just me and Jesus, and I knew that He had taken away my sins on the cross and that I belonged to Him, and that I would spend eternity with Him, and, thus, began a lifelong passion of mine to walk with my Savior.
Of course, I’ve made many mistakes along the way. Who hasn’t, right?! However, God, in His magnificent mercy, was patient with me, and He refined me. He put my feet on solid ground…
…Which brings me to today, or, perhaps, to eight years ago which has led up to today.
EIGHT YEARS AGO
It was eight years ago when something extraordinary happened in my life. Well, in all honesty, I feel like extraordinary things have been happening my entire life, but something absolutely life-altering happened in my relationship with the Lord.
Prior to this time, I had read multiple Bible versions, but it wasn’t until someone on social media (Yes, social media! God can use social media!) disputed with me over Bible versions. I initially took the position that it didn’t matter which version a person used. However, the Lord immediately hit me with such a nauseating wave of conviction that I was wrong on that position that I began a vigorous search to find the one true Word of God. That Facebook post would come to change my life. Conviction is a powerful thing, I’m telling you. Don’t ignore it.
In my research, I reasoned that there could be only one perfect, infallible Bible considering the warning in Revelation 22:18-19 about removing or adding WORDS (not ideas but WORDS) from this book, and there are a whole lot of WORDS and entire passages of Scripture removed from the modern versions of the Bible. I knew there had to be one perfect, preserved version, and I was determined to find it. I had to have it.
For I testify unto every man that heareth the words of the prophecy of this book, If any man shall add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are written in this book: And if any man shall take away from the wordsof the book of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book. Revelation 22:18-19 (KJV)
This was the journey that would absolutely change my life, and it led me to the 1611 Authorized King James Bible. I won’t get into that journey here, but you can read my defense of the King James Bible {HERE}.
All that to say, when I switched to only reading the King James Bible, what happened from there, was an outpouring, or, better said, an in-pouring of understanding into God’s Word the likes of which I had never experienced before in my life. It was like the veil was being lifted from off my understanding so that I could see and understand things in the Bible that I had never comprehended before. Entire passages of Scripture were almost instantly seared into my mind and into my heart, and they would come to my mind readily at any moment. I, indeed, experienced what Ephesians 1:17 and 1 Corinthians 2:10-12 speak of…
That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give unto you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of him: Ephesians 1:17 (KJV)
But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God. For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God.Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. 1 Corinthians 2:10-12 (KJV)
I’ve found that what made this experience so powerful to me was that it wasn’t founded in my limited human understanding. It came through God, the Holy Spirit mercifully opening my eyes and allowing me to simply trust in HIS UNDERSTANDING.
Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. Proverbs 3:5 (KJV)
I recall several months where the Lord was revealing so much in His Word to me so fast that my eye began to twitch. I’ve shared this experience with only a couple of close Christian friends, but anyone who knows me, can see that something in me changed dramatically around this time, and I’ve never been the same since.
Some of the things the Lord showed me in His Word during that time frightened me, if I’m being honest, but the Lord shortly thereafter delivered me from my fears and replaced them with His incredible peace.
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7 (KJV)
THE CALLING
AND…during that intense time of refining and learning and studying and praying for hours…yes, HOURS a day in the early morning and late into the night, God placed a calling on my life. Late at night, I would be on my face in prayer in our living room, and I can recall several occasions where my husband would come out to the living room to tell me to just go to bed.
As if jumping off the pages of my Bible and into my heart, the Lord gave me Jude 1:3 and called me to CONTEND EARNESTLY FOR THE FAITH which was once delivered unto the saints. In essence, I became a delivery girl…bringing the good news of the gospel. It’s a calling to all of us as followers of Christ, but few take up this charge. As for me, somehow, I knew that it would need to take center stage in my life.
I was fearful at first, though, because I couldn’t contain it…I couldn’t keep quiet. It, indeed, felt as Jeremiah describes that burning of God’s Word like it was a fire shut up in my bones that I had to shout to the world. I’m telling you, it was intense. I didn’t want to offend anyone, but I also felt the burden to do what the Lord had called me to do. I literally could not shut up! However, I would later discern that there are also times to be quiet. Again, it’s a fine balance that I continue to work on.
Then I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But his word was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not stay. Jeremiah 20:9 (KJV)
And that ye study to be quiet, and to do your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you; 1 Thessalonians 4:11 (KJV)
I knew that to contend earnestly, no less, for the truth of God’s Word and for the faith which was once delivered unto the saints…biblical, God-fearing faith, it would cost me friends. It may even cost me family.
However, the Lord Jesus Christ also showed me the great price He paid to purchase me with His own precious blood, to wash away all my sin, to give me everlasting life and to save me from a devil’s hell.
Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers; But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot: 1 Peter 1:18-19 (KJV)
For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God’s. 1 Corinthians 6:20
Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels: Matthew 25:41 (KJV)
Even as I type this out, the Lord continues to bring to my mind all of these specific passages of Scripture. Some days, I don’t even know how it happens, but I give Christ the glory, and I praise Him for allowing me the privilege to point people to His Word as long as He sees fit. I’ve often prayed that He would call me home before I would ever disgrace His holy, worthy name.
WHERE THE CALLING MEETS THE INDIVIDUAL
You see, ever since I was in elementary school, all I ever wanted to be when I grew up was a lawyer. I went to a Christian college and got an history degree for my undergrad/pre-law degree. Being a lawyer was something I had long desired to be. I am inherently wired to study and research, to dig deep, and to WRITE. I have a very analytical, truth-seeking mind, so law school seemed a natural fit for me.
Well, I did get that history degree…and a Bible degree, but just like how Christ called a group of scraggly fishermen to become FISHERS OF MEN, likewise, the Lord has called me NOT to defend man’s laws, but, rather, to DEFEND AND CONTEND FOR THE FAITH. Earnestly. This is my calling.
Thus, each day that I strive to point people back to truth…to the true faith which was once delivered unto Christ’s saints as written in His Word, I’m doing what I can with “what I’ve got.”
What calling has the Lord placed on your life? Settle it between you and the Lord and use “what you’ve got”.
In the love of Christ,